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That's it. Enough of Kelloggs for today. I did it for like nearly 18 hours. OMG. tired. I have school in like 10 hours.
I haven't been feeling well. Stomach probs and indigestion. Maybe i should stop eating altogether and cleanse my intestines.
I don't know. Initially I have loads to talk about. but now.. its left to nothing. I just feel really really sad. and emo-ish. Maybe due to something that happen this evening. I just feel really horrible? Hmm. I'm just putting on a happy false front. to make the other cheer up. cos the whole problem link down to my fault. I don't know how to solve it. Solving it may back fire. and I don't want it to back fire. A false front seems to make it feel worse.
Maybe I should leave for the better. you feeling better without unjustice, and me? I don't know what will happen to me. Maybe I'll shrink to my corner and count the days that pass? haha, Maybe.
Life really is unfair. When will it be fair for me? I wanna be honest and clean without a lie. I wanna live those happy days. When will those happy days come? Anyone can foretell for me?
I really still love u k?
pls don't be like this.
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Can you imagine having mid sem exams in January, Debate this Thurs, Project and Assignments due in Early Jan. like WTH right? and OH! 40 Snowman Cakepops to do by this thurs. LIKE WHAT??
OMG. I seriously Don't know where to start. really. Its so cramp and flooded with EVERYTHING. I just need to get my priorities straight and even if it means sleeping at late hours. I'll sacrifice my slp to an extent thou. Not to those that slp one hour a day. That literally Madness. Insanity. I still need some of my winks to keep myself SANE.
RAWR. I need MORE TIME. can a day have 48 hours? I'll be happy enough. SERIOUS. esp in times like this. HELP. HELP!
I was also thinking whether should i change my major. Finance doesn't seem to get along with me that well. Maybe Marketing??? Its really fun. Esp the Lecturer. Funny bum. Gay too. and sexist. and ugly. and conceited. omg. hahaha WHATEVER.
I hope blogging can take my stress away. even thou nail polishing would sound nice. But i polished my nails yest. and it wasn't a good job. maybe due to the stress and endless things to do. Panic. Sigh. I think I have decided. I need to train another apprentice. Like REALLY. but who? Sigh.
I'm growing this crystal thing that i bought for the both of us. well. Its looking PWWWEEEEDDDY! haha. really really. its starting to grow! look!
NICE!?!?!? its going to grow even more in the next half month. HALF MONTH RIGHT? long. REALLY LONG. and the whole package gives like the LED light at the top. which changes from red blue green. COOOOOOL!!.
OKAY i better go and clear my to do list. seriously.
TTFN~
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
OH my.
my eyes are seriously heavy. It feels like as if I have an elephant hanging off from my eyelids. Sigh. I can't wait for sat just to hear ur voice, really feeling sick and empty. I'm gonna have debate in two weeks time. Like HOW IN THE WORLD AM I SUPPOSE TO ARGUE!
I just don't. but I dun wanna fail cos of these few stupid marks. BUCK UP.
today's a day where I realise SG is really a SMALL SMALL world.
Monday, December 6, 2010
SWAMPED!
I am swamped with all the words of marketing, econs, finance and accounting. it seems like a maze where everything seems to be linked and similar. I thought it would be easier than Science. Guess not! Time to start reading the papers and keep myself updated with current affairs.. SOMETHING WHICH I HATE! rawr. GG to have dinner with Kelly and Jeslyn tnt. To celebrate Kelly finishing her A's..
Finished all the paper work to be done for school. Left with taking several pictures of Kellog's Special K cereal for a Marketing project and also Research on the title of a project... RAWR. due by wed. 2DAYS! HELP. totally stuck here.
Tmr's a long day with econs and Finance. Well. At least ti made some new friends today. Hope i can have friends in school. Been a loner for the past week. SO totally not myself. I BROKE MY BAG THAT I BOUGHT RECENTLY. well its cheapo bag that cannot carry much weight. WHAT TO DO. I guess i have to use my credit to buy a proper branded one. I'll go check it out later at NEX.
Wah. Come to think if it I haven't really blogged a proper post in like months? hahaha
Friday, December 3, 2010
School work is piling up. Seriously.
All new to Marketing, Economics, Accounting and Finance. MAN. One moment I was thinking whether i chose the wrong Course and maybe Science again would be better. I mean I have the interest for science but i just can't study well for it, I think my memory span is too small?
Well, I have to say all the subjects are kinda easy to understand but the application part in diff. Sigh.
I hope i can get used to it soon. PRAY FOR ME.