{Underneath the Stars.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

8:57 PM

i have only myself to be blamed. seriously.

i expected the unexpected and soon it snowballed to this.SHIT MAN

in pain

7:02 PM

Back from camp.

Face is red and painful. SUNBURNED. but that's kinda expected from camp. The only thing I can't get off my mind is "Enjet Enjet Semut, Siapa sakit naik atas" haha its like freaking stuck in my head. Haha. I also gained 5 blue-blacks, 1 huge on my left underarm. wanna know how i got it? well, I got it while flying off from a spin from the TP mass dance. haha you don't wanna know how it felt. PAIN. Hmmm. Camp wasn't really how I expected it to be. Like what Pri. said. "We shouldn't search for an experience that we had for a second time." Its so true I think. futher details of camp... I'll keep it to myself. :))

Tmr back to school to meet my LT and start discussing on what to start for LT deco. I guess I don't have the motivation to go all out as last year. But I'll do my best.

I miss CADairyMiLK so much. sigh.

DAMN. We have the last bits to the maze.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

10:41 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

LAMS!

Saturday, March 21, 2009

rawr

9:02 PM

I've not blogged for a really long time. Dear's been gone for 5 days is camp. And I've not seen him for coming close to 1 week. SIGH

I was at my mother's office yesterday to do Henna for Charity. $5 per hand. Well, As you can see some people definite would take an advantage to take those complicated design and make use of the henna that I have. Well, The first 3 customers did BOTH hands nvr mind if it was Both hands but they wasnted the same design in both hands which means, I have to flip the design, a mirror image.

Oh well. So after those 3 my hand was already shaking. The first three customers and my hand was already shaking. Sigh i can't help it. i havent touch henna for a long time.

Sigh. i'm bored.

MY PS3 is back from repair! haha oh well. :)

Monday, March 9, 2009

11:26 PM

hmmm. Somebody doesn' t wanna reply me.

I realise my whole body is in pain.

1 scratch from my dog on my thigh-hip area

strain in my right sole

2 PAINFUL ulcers in my mouth

1 scratch on my left index finger by my dog again

My heart.

spurred

10:43 PM

Here I am. Not knowing what to write in this post. I feel a huge urge to write, I feel that I have alot of things to say and yet. I don't know how to start. Many things have been going on especially in my mind. I've been thinking and thinking over certain things. Have I done well in that? Was I right in doing that? Maybe I should've listened to her? I suddenly find myself reflecting on the whole of year 2008 till this present moment.

I feel like everybody is doing their own stuffs like Drums or Ncc or going out with friends or shopping. Me? I'm at home doing nothing really? Sometimes I feel I don't really make use of the time I have. Why doesn't choir have a nice teacher and that we are as close knit? Why can't we have like a regular get together thing to sing and have fun with the melodies and harmonising? I just feel so empty. I really miss those times where choir girls when gathered together we just sing adn start to harmonise on our own. even if the song is a song that we've sang for a million times. I know we can get sick of it. But we can never forget it.

When my mother talks about choosing a university, going overseas to study. I start to feel the chills. I start to feel that i just don't want all these to end so fast. I mean going over to study overseas is going to take a few years. Not months. I'm going to miss my friends, pals and besties and even a special someone? I don't really know why am I talking about this. Sigh. Well this is not even the main point of me coming online, onto Blogger to type all this feelings fears and hopelessness that I have, If that's what it is. I just don't know what I want to do.

Maybe, i haven't met up with my besties much to go out have fun? I'm not saying that we don't meet up. Is just that ever since from Secondary school, you can start to see everyone changing. habits, to friends, personality and even they start to find their other halfs that they wish they could spend their lives with forever. Time somehow never seems to be enough. Soon whenever we meet up, we find ourself talking about a certain someone and talk about the major happenings in our lives. Other than that, i guess we don't know what else to talk about? Well, that's my assumption.

Everything is this post is not meant to be offensive or haven any puns or hidden meanings. It is just how I feel for this moment. A moment spurred by emotions, memories, reflections and promises i made through the years.

Sigh.

Do they have a pill to cure this feeling?

Friday, March 6, 2009

7:41 PM

Glenn came over yesterday and had a great time with sydney. :) here's a photo to prove it! (above)

I'm rotting my ass away at home now. SOMEONE is suppose to come over to eat durian but was sleeping like a pig. PFFBT! Now, he's on his way to his friend's house. total no communication today. SIGH. just let me complain.

do you rmb what you said in the msg?

the one before PIA term test?

I hope it'll come true. :)

OUT!

6:21 PM

Goodbye by Miley Cyrus is really nice :)

go listen!

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

5:57 PM

CAMP faster come. I'm going to DIE. of boredom. HAHA.

I'm ill again with cough and blocked nose. and I just got WELL. SIGH~~~

After watching Marley and Me, I have this sudden feeling toward my dear sydney. Suddenly i felt the urge to play with him and give him a good belly rub! :) the movie's really nice!

can i have this dance~

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Eeyee!

11:04 PM

I was dreaming about PIA lab. like OMG. i miss it so much, seriously. With Kairos, Shobana, XJ, grace making a fool of themselves laughing and playing in the lab. Well. Seriously, that was the only lab that i ever enjoyed.

What did I gain in 2.2? a whole new load of friends, a new nickname, memories and management skills for time and organization. :) that's what i think Iearned for SEM 2.2. :) Now everything seemed to have end. No school. No laughing gas. no tummy cramps from over-exertion of laughter. I guess those were really the times that brought me along SEM 2.2, which i would have to say i really the toughest SEM that I ever had.

It was really sweet for Shobana and Kairos to give us V'day Gifts. Till now, I feel real bad for not giving them something. Hmmm. Maybe i should've done something for them on the last day of exams. Seriously. Well, maybe next V'day. I hope SEM 3.1 would be the same. Really. with the laughing gas around. bringing joy to everyone. :) I will nvr forget those times.

i miss you too.