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Saturday, October 17, 2009
12:05 PM

WALAW eh. pissed.

I don't understand why my dad is like this seriously. Ask him to come downstairs cos the contractor uncle was here. My mother ask me to call him. After he comes down, the ah peck just nice went out of the gate. After that my dad ask me,

"Why you ask me come down?"


"Cos the uncle was here" I said


" Where? i don't see him. you ask me come down for what?"

I was like so irritated. the my dad went upstairs and the ah peck came back. my mother ask me to call him. i just ignored. its irritating when my parents don't wanna assume the responsibility of talking to the uncle and saying what they want or whether they want him to rush the work and finish the reno. Its just so irritating.


Recently my father's been giving us black faces. No smile. Just emotionless. SERIOUSLY. I mean we're family you rarely talk, you rarely spend time with us. all you know what to do is to go up to your music room and do whatever you wanna do there. ARGH!.


I wish you'll be more fun and not so critical.


Saturday, October 3, 2009
5:42 PM

Is my life really worth living. Imagine not having freedom to go out. not able to meet up friends or have dinner as and when I like. I have to be jealous to those who can go out. I have to be despised by my family for not staying with them. I have to be disrespected by my sister cos i seem to be a burden to her. My Internship is the lousiest one of all. I have no breaks for 2 days straight. Is not that I don't wanna rest THEY don't let me rest.



So what do you think? maybe I should end my life now? Rid myself all of these trouble. Causing people trouble, giving myself trouble. nobody will cry for me. life will go on as per normal. Why should I put myself in such a difficult position?



I HATE MY LIFE.


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