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Name:Rachael(Rachie)
Age: 21 years old
Date of Birth:2424 1989
Horoscope Sign:Cancer

This is ME.

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Sunday, July 25, 2010

5:40 PM

confused.

lost.

no support.

may have lost the one i loved more than myself.

repairable? i don't know.

only if the other end of the line will.

i'm willing

it takes two hands to clap.

i don't know what to do.

its painful.

worse than your wound of 6 inches being dipped into a pool of Pure alcohol Spirit.

it burns really badly.

i'm tring to revert my feelings of hatred and blame back to zero.

I'm failing.

maybe I'm should leave this world.

I'm a burden

to my mom

to my dad

to my sis

and to everyone else

and maybe a painful burden to you too.

i should leave.

it might make the world better.

Monday, July 5, 2010

11:14 PM

accept me for who i am.

if i'm of this pedigree accept it.

if other people's kids are what you want but yours are like crap, accept it.

if i'm worse than your expectations, accept it.

if i disappointed you live with it.

if you love my sister more then me i've long gone accepted it.

if you think i don't work hard enough then too bad.

if you think you know the real me? you're wrong. you've only seen me how i'm like at home.

you promised a violin when i finished my piano

but you bought a saxphone for the her cos she was in the band.

i ask you whether could i get one now since you're getting her one.

after my piano.. WHAT ABOUT HER? all she had to do was to nag.

wtf.

nvr seen me at work

nvr seen me as a leader

nvr seen me accomplishing things

nvr seen me stressed

nvr seen me nearly breaking down

if you think i didn't do my best? try what i've gone thru and see what you'll say. you definitely say i'm stronger than what i seem.

TRY ME.

if you think i play around daydreaming doing nothing. you're wrong.

i'm actually thinking about probs, how to solve, what to do, how to create and hoe to mould.

try that.

you NVR know what I'm thinking.

you ask me about my accomplishments? i've got more than your darling MUCH more. if you dare say that again. i'll take out my portfolio for you.

you know what? tha's the reason why i love my friends and bee for then all of you. cos they know the real me.

LIVE WITH IT.