{Underneath the Stars.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

10:42 PM

my face condition is really getting worse. I need help.

7:10 PM

I havent update for a really long time. :) I've just done my nails so i'm keeping this post short and sweet.

I have a project interview test tmr. I heard the questions for today's batch and I totally don't know how to answer. is like OMG. hmmm I guess I have to read up alot. I'm hungry. bleahs.

Dear can over to my house today. played with PS3 and got quite irritated over it haha anyway its just a game. OH and his birthday is coming. CRAP I haven't bought anything for him yet die.

Monday, July 20, 2009

surprise surprise!

7:23 PM

I got a HUGE surprise from dear today. HE BOUGHT ME A JACKET! from adidas. A total shocker! haha! I didn't know anything about it not even a whiff. Its Luminous orange! haha NICE. haha. THANK YOU DEAR!
so totally unexpected.

HMMMM PA quiz tmr. well not a quiz but a term test as PA is on block teaching. CRAP. 5 CU module. a whole lot of weight for my GPA.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

12:58 PM

I'm so damn dead. GMP quiz tmr and I haven studied yet. DAMN IT. sigh.. I wanna study but head is kinda pain now.

Anyways, I was disturbing sydney just now and giving him a good tummy rub :D. He loves people so much. One thing is my dad keeps throwing him out of the house and being so strict on him. Sydney is not like Goldie or Prince. You have to go soft on him then he'll listen. haha. That dag really has a temper. If you scold him the more rebellious he'll get. BUT I JUST LOVE HIM!

Yesterday, I recieve an sms from an unknown number thanking me for a certain something. I want to say welcome but i dont' even know who that person was. The weird thing was that that person even knows my name and even spelt it correctly. HAHA. yeah later I found out that it was Boon Pin. haha. So paisei sia. haha

I feel that there's this Irony that we play songs by MJ only after he died. When he was alive, there wasn't a note of his song on the streets. Now its almost everywhere. haha the irony. But he was a really good singer and dancer.

URGH. time to study. BUAI

Saturday, July 18, 2009

damn

3:29 PM

I realise i haven't blogged for a really long time compared to the frequency that I would use to do. SIGH.

PA term test - 21th July

GMP quiz - 20th July

PA report - 29th July

BPT project submission - 28th July

CRAP. sometimes I feel there's NEVER enough time to do things that I wanna do. Spend time with a special someone. Relax at home. Watch TV. Play PS3 and psp. Life now really sucks la and the weather now is not helping. So damn gloomy. Reno's ending but work comes time to move the appliances and furniture. Which My folks may not be able to handle. Sometimes I feel that maybe with an older brother. life would be better. Intervening quarrels, comforting me and my sister, protecting us and also helping my mom and dad with their errands and stuff.

Just now, we were trying to move a 650 kg fridge into place. and that place was only temporary. I found our family really lacked in communication. without proper communication, it was hard to get the fridge in place and stuff. I don't know.. Maybe i'm just being too sensitive.

Now, I find myself needing alot of things well not need but a WANT.

Ballet flats/pumps

MacBOOK

New study chair

my own bedroom.

BTT test

CAR.

the list goes on and on. After secondary school, meeting up gets lesser. each have their own lives to run. time is really never enough. I wonder how would it be like to have 48 hours in a day? i think. maybe. it'll be great and yet maybe not?

friendships are things i treasure the most now. Esp. in poly. I missed those i used to have with me everyday in school. studying, laughing, playing, camwhoring, going mad in class and disturbing teachers, Playing basketball for every PE lessons. I really miss it. I wished we would all not grow up and just stay there. having each other to talk to, cry on, gossip to and stuff.

i miss it alot.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

8:54 PM

Thank GOD for friends

Thank GOD for best friends.

Without them. I wonder how am i going to live.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

lost

11:36 AM

Somehow, I think I've lost my motivation to study, to focus. What I feel like now, is to flop onto the sofa and just watch TV. I don't wanna study for the upcoming quiz. I don't wanna put my effort into projects. I just lost it.

How am I going to get it back? I feel lost. There's a quiz tmr and I'm going to watch a movie later at AMK. shucks. I'm so dead. I NEED MOTIVATION.

Even though PA is a open-book quiz. It definitely not going to be easy. I KNOW. cos I took a open book module before. Its tough. Even though you've got that point, the way of writing it down and explaining maybe wrong and you'll lose that mark. I don't know about PA, cos that's what happened in PMic. I hope I can really do better this year and pull up my GPA. i really need to.

Friday, July 3, 2009

10:33 PM

PA quiz - Topic 1 6th JULY

Sigh Quiz, Project meetings, report, I can predict we're gonna get real busy soon.