confused.
lost.
no support.
may have lost the one i loved more than myself.
repairable? i don't know.
only if the other end of the line will.
i'm willing
it takes two hands to clap.
i don't know what to do.
its painful.
worse than your wound of 6 inches being dipped into a pool of Pure alcohol Spirit.
it burns really badly.
i'm tring to revert my feelings of hatred and blame back to zero.
I'm failing.
maybe I'm should leave this world.
I'm a burden
to my mom
to my dad
to my sis
and to everyone else
and maybe a painful burden to you too.
i should leave.
it might make the world better.